Wednesday, January 31, 2007
HA. To feel happy/sad.... Doubt so.. I guess you'd know the right answer. Whereas myself, is stuck to one....
GOD HELP ME PLEASE. LIFT ME UP AND EMBRACE ME WITH YOUR WARMTH. GUIDE ME AND SHOW ME THE WAY. WHAT AM I TO DO? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL? HOW SHOULD I REACT? IS THIS THE WAY? IS IT MEANT TO BE THAT WAY? IS IGNORENCE A BLISS OR TORMENT?.........I still can't let go as of yet...Is this feeling right or wrong?
Does miracles exist?
Fight on 8:27 PM
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
I've become tired Of Wasting my time Thinkin' bout choices That I've made Cuz i can't move forward While looking behindThe only thing I can Thing to do now is change my way That I use to be Cuz now it's seems Crystal clear to meCuz you're so much more Than a memory Cuz you're so much more Than a memoryIt wasn't fair For me just to go Act like I knew what you've been though Cuz I wasn't there And I'll never know Couldn't see from Your point of view But I'm doing all I can For you to see That I understand That I understand Cuz you're so much more Than a memory Cuz you're so much more Than a memory So don't close my door On what still can be Cuz you're so much more Than a memory Please don't go Cuz I've finally know That the past is gone And I was wrong And I was wrong You're so much more Than a memory Cuz you're so much more Than a memory So don't close the door On still what can be Cuz you're so muhc more Than a memory Please don't go Cuz I've finally know That the past is gone And i was wrongPlease don't go
Cuz I've finally know
That the past is gone
And i was wrongI love hoobastank =D
As i try to forget it hurts me even more to do so...
Fight on 5:47 PM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Wow mass homework over the weekends can be really strainous hahs. So little time yet so much homework... Wonder teachers think about walfare o.o. hahas jking =D
Well another short post for today.
An apple a day makes you a deathgod sooner or later. XD
Fight on 8:54 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Up till now i don't really know what to do... Life's been miserable, with happenings and all. Just this morning i somewhat injured my finger and it hurts so badly... Life has become lonely ever since that time. Its as if its the end of the world, where nobody has friends etc. Everyone's out to fend for their own... Well life sucks. :)
I think its about time i let go already... I've held it on for too long. Its time for me to move on with life and forget about this whole damned shit.
Fight on 8:04 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Even the last rays of hope does not shine upon me. I am thus forlorn and unable to recover from it. Afraid and sadden, I ran into the depths of the inner cave and hid myself. Reduced to shambles , I await death. Is there any meaning to life i wondered? Or is life that way?...
Forlorn....
And all these days i spend away, I'll make up for this i swear. I need your love to hold me up. When its all too much to bear, and when the night falls in around me. I don't think I'll make it through. I'll use your light to guide the way, cause all I think about is you
Fight on 7:27 PM
Woah seems to me i'm getting more interested in chinese( don't know why though). Hahas maybe its O's so probably want to work hard to attain a minimum of grade b3 ^^. Geting to understand more and more chinese stuffs, words and all.
LoL damned school life till 5pm hahas splitting headache everyday, due to lack of sleep, should be.
Well another short day and short post hahas.
Wonder how it would turn out... ALL my hopes are pinned on it.. Wonder if there is any glimmer of hope shining on me yet.
Fight on 6:46 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Wow another day has past... O's draw nearer as each day pasts by. Wonder only how many more days till it comes, hahas. Well trying my best to grasp concepts and etc. Borrowed a new book ^^.(Artemis Fowl, The Opal Deception) Hm Not bad a book. Many vocabulary words and interesting plot hahas. I hardly read a book. -.-.
Man I still can't get over her even till now at this very moment... Wonder what I should do? Hope it goes well haha.
*As the snow blows, the freezing chill hit me directly in my heart. Beatened and battered, thoughts of giving up fills my mind rapidly. The only bit of warmth left is from her....?*
Fight on 6:31 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
Lol. Its been a long time since i've blogged o.o. hahas probably a month???. Well nothing actually since no one acutally visits my blog at all so it wouldn't matter much. Another spamage posts haha...
Am i that bad or is it like that?
- Cause you're so much more, than a memory. So don't close the door, on what still can be for us... hahas..
Fight on 7:29 PM
